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About Me Official Beta Tester Fashion Designer Charlotte Rivera14/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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My fav photoshoot...im the photographer!

Hey, Best Friend?

my new fav poem! for ~Lya-z0rzlesXD ilu sissy! <333

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I'm completely insane... that basically about sums me up... but more into detail well I'm a bitch half the time, I'm sweet the other half the time...I can be nice but if you piss me off i will get mad. I love to read and create art and such...I'm known as the Ice Queen at school...but i guess i have my moments where I'm completely stupid xD i guess that's all

My chosen name according to the Roman Catholic Church Starting on February 21st 2009 is Adriana Isabel Veronica Azrael (last name is classified)
My real name is Adriana Isabel (u dont need a last name)
My nicknames are Adri,Aria,Riri,Alice,Isabella,Azrael
My Penname is Charlotte Rivera.
I prefer going by as Alice,Azrael or Adri.
only two people call me Aria and Riri...so yea... anyways call me whichever you want...

ilu mimi and roben!!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Massechusetts, FL
  • Interests: Reading,Writing,Photography,Drawing,Listening to music
  • Favourite movie: Happy Feet,RENT,Sweeney Todd,Moulin Rouge,Twilight,Benny and Joon,Sleepy Hallow,Edward Sissorhands..
  • Favourite band or musician: Kelly Clarkson,Within Temptation,Panic at the Disco,Evanesence,Flyleaf,Skillet,The Used,BLG,etc
  • Favourite genre of music: i guess emo gothic rock pop all kinda ill listen to anything BUT RAP!
  • Favourite artist: Mateo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer, Zoey Dean, Ellen Schrebier, Lisi Harrison a lot more....
  • Favourite photographer: *Littlemewhatever
  • Favourite style of art: photomanipulation
  • Operating System: DELL Latitude D610
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: my own
  • Wallpaper of choice: Edward XD
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero WT
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mumble Happy Feet
  • Personal Quote: WARNING: RANDOM MOMENTS OF RANDOMOCITY&EVIL GENUISNESS MAY OCCUR AT ANY GIVEN TIME!!!Muwahahahah
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, Pencil, Brain, Music

has no one told you im not breathing?

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 30, 2009, 7:14 PM
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Playground school bell rings again,
Rain clouds come to play again,
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to,
Hello...

If I smile and don't believe,
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream,
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken,
Hello, I'm the lie, living for you so you can hide,
Don´t cry...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping,
Hello, I'm still here,
All that's left of yesterday...
Hello

Evanescence- Hello


okay so i've been on a high for the past couple weeks and well, what do you know? i crashed today....completely and utterly hopeless and depressed...im on the edge.. we'll see what happens



I dont wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest,
Or the girl who never wants to be alone.
I dont wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning,
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home.

Ah-ah-ah, the sun is blinding.
Ah-ah, I stayed up again.
Oh-oh-oh, what a finding.
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe up high,
Nothing can touch me.
Why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're my protection.
How do I feel this good sober?

I dont wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence.
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth.
Please dont tell me that we had that conversation,
I wont remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Ah-ah-ah, the night is calling,
And it whispers to me softly: "Come and play..."
Ah-ah-ah, and I am falling.
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame!

I'm safe up high,
Nothing can touch me.
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection.
But how do I feel this good sober?

2x Coming down, coming down, coming down.
Spinning round, spinning round, spinning round.
I'm looking for myself, sober.

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'til it goes bad.
'Til you're trying to find the you that you once had.
I have heard myself cry, never again!
Broken down in agony, just tryin' to find a friend...

I'm safe up high,
Nothing can touch me.
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection.
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safe up high,
Nothing can touch me.
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection.
But how do I feel this good sober?

Pink- Sober


im really scared right now...i don't know how long i can deal with all this...on top of that i have a guy who's i guess you can teasing me... :\

i really need someone there for me right now...

stupid mood won't change....-_-

but i guess in a wierd eerily way...im super calm...

lets compare me to a dormant volcano shall we?






*HUGS* TOTAL!
give xoAzraelxo more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own


:bulletblue::bulletgreen::bulletyellow::bulletred::star:DeViAnT oF tHe WeEk:star::bulletblue::bulletgreen::bulletyellow::bulletred:

:blackrose::iconseasaltsymphony:~seasaltsymphony:blackrose:

some of his amazing work!


okay seriously, this dude is awesome sauce...he's an amazing person and an amazing artist. :) i love the random convos me, him nd mimi have on AIM....

basically this guy is awesome and you should so go over to his profile and STALK HIM! (haahaa not reli but u should watch him )
books:
Cut
Crank
Purpose for the Pain
Glass
A child called IT
Monster
A Certain Slant of Light
songs:
Chasing Pavements by Adele
Breathe No More by Evanescence
The Swan Song by Within Temptation
ABsolutely (story of a girl) by Nine Days
There's a Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet by Panic At The Disco
Amaranth by Nightwish
Falling Inside The Black by Skillet
All The Things She Said by T.A.T.U.
Let Me Sign by Rob Pattinson
Running Up That Hill by Within Temptation
Stop This Song and Decoy by Paramore
Swing Swing by All American Rejects
Mr. Brightside by The Killers

*Alice*

Clubs i belong to:
:iconseducing-the-vampire::icontheblackplague-club::iconbellaxedwardfans::iconeternally-twilight::iconfanpire::iconpanic-a-t-disco-love::iconsavethevampires-club::icontwilighters-forever::icontwilighters-club::icontwilighterwriters::icon100themeschallenge::iconthehostclub::icontwloha-group::icontwilightobsessed::iconitdoesnothaveme::icongimmefeedback::iconbleedingheartspoetry::iconprojectpositivity::iconrawem0tion::iconwesurvived::iconnuns-of-fiction::iconprompt-a-day::icondeviantartsecret::icondailylitdeviations:

MoD of :icontwilighters-forever:
Volunteer Angel on :iconwesurvived:
Fellow Sister on :iconnuns-of-fiction:

:star:My FaMiLy:star:
:iconlya-z0rzlesxd::iconnekogirl11::iconseasaltsymphony::icontwilightlover1417::iconloveroflamb::icondarkened-angel17::iconbreakingdawnattimes::iconflutterings::iconownpersonalhell::iconlittlenikkeh::iconunforgetablesoul::icontartuffle::iconstreetcatz::iconchange-love-live::iconhorseytamer1::iconcanela-de-asucar::iconvasogoma::icondolfanbubbles::iconferelwing:


if you wanna be up there just ask ^-^

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Sober- Pink
  • Reading: Adored
  • Watching: My sad life tick away
  • Playing: with your emotions
  • Eating: your soul
  • Drinking: blood

Journal History

Deviant of the Week

:iconseasaltsymphony:~seasaltsymphony

some of his amazing work!
:thumb138796731::thumb126457914::thumb135140988:

okay seriously, this dude is awesome sauce...he's an amazing person and an amazing artist. :) i love the random convos me, him nd mimi have on AIM....

basically this guy is awesome and you should so go over to his profile and STALK HIM! (haahaa not reli but u should watch him )

DA FAMILY

:iconlya-z0rzlesxd:
:iconnekogirl11:
:iconseasaltsymphony:
:icontwilightlover1417:
:iconloveroflamb:
:icondarkened-angel17:
:iconbreakingdawnattimes:
:iconflutterings:
:iconownpersonalhell:
:iconlittlenikkeh:
:iconunforgetablesoul:
:icontartuffle:
:iconstreetcatz:
:iconchange-love-live:
:iconhorseytamer1:
:iconcanela-de-asucar:
:iconvasogoma:
:icondolfanbubbles:
:iconferelwing:



THIS IS MY AMAZING DA FAMILY! they have been for me through EVERYTHING! and i love them to death!!!!! this little box is dedicated to them! and there will be maybe a few surprises along with theyre names!

but anyways all in all i just wanna dedicate this to my FAMILY as a way to say ILY!

how long has it been since you stopped self harming? (if u started at all) 

18%
7 deviants said :hug:
18%
7 deviants said haven't stopped
13%
5 deviants said self harm?
13%
5 deviants said 1-2 years
13%
5 deviants said more than 5 months
13%
5 deviants said STOP MAKING POLLS DAMMIT WOMAN!
8%
3 deviants said 1-2 months
3%
1 deviant said other
0%
No deviants said comment

Shoutbox

~twilightlover1417:icontwilightlover1417:
ari please tell me!
Sat Aug 29, 2009, 4:57 PM
~twilightlover1417:icontwilightlover1417:
ari
Sat Aug 29, 2009, 4:56 PM
~karola96:iconkarola96:
pleaseeeeeee finish dancing with fate and empty promises broken ! oh and falling into disturbia. I loooooove them and i would reeeallyyyy like to see em finished
Tue Aug 18, 2009, 3:10 PM
=TwistedVampireAngel5:iconTwistedVampireAngel5:
hi!
Sun Jul 26, 2009, 12:28 PM
~divinshki:icondivinshki:
Hihi. :XD:
Fri Jul 24, 2009, 9:25 AM
~Nocturnal-Daisoujou:iconNocturnal-Daisoujou:
thank you for the fav
Mon Jul 6, 2009, 10:13 PM
~nekogirl11:iconnekogirl11:
fine thnx
Tue Jun 30, 2009, 6:43 PM
=TwistedVampireAngel5:iconTwistedVampireAngel5:
i is good how about you?
Tue Jun 30, 2009, 6:26 PM
~nekogirl11:iconnekogirl11:
how r yew?
Tue Jun 23, 2009, 5:27 PM
=TwistedVampireAngel5:iconTwistedVampireAngel5:
holaz
Mon Jun 22, 2009, 10:28 AM

Comments


:iconiardacil:
Hey,

I wanted to thank you so much for :+fav: on my "Instant de Paix". Glad you liked it :sun:

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Tread softly because you tread on my dreams
:iconmaliciarosenoire:
Thanks for the fav ^^ :glomp:!

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:iconinnocencedied2nite:
Just stopping by to say :iconbouncyhai::iconthanksplz: for the fav on "Ride of the Horseman" and all the others you have given me! I really appreciate the support.:tighthug:

:iconfurrydanceplz: Indie

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I’m here to tell you there are angels and demons among us. Those bedtime stories you were told, the bumps in the night you heard: they're all true. Every damn movie about werewolves and vampires dueling it out…All real.
-Mimi-
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:iconlosing-myself-katt13:
Thanks for the fav!

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Ti amo, lo amavo, voi mai non lo amavo.
:icontheuntitledpoet:
Thank you for the :+fav:s. :D :thumbsup:

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Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found its words. ~Robert Frost
:iconshadows-in-twilight:
thank you :hug:

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why the fuck for the first 3 years of my life my parents were teaching me how to walk and how to talk if now all they want from me is:'sit down and shut the fuck up'?

visit me :blowkiss:
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:iconlordazrael85:
Thank you very much for the favorites on "You'll Be Safe In My Arms" and "Unity"! :hug:

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Reality is just one dream-walk away...
:iconpurplecherry5:
Thanks for adding Heartbreaking Situation and Nobody Can Survive For Long to your collection of ';poems'!!!

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:hug:
:heart:
:meow:

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Add this if you are one of the __% that truly DON'T!

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:iconlordazrael85:
Thank you ever so much for the favorite on "A Letter to the Sun"! =)

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Reality is just one dream-walk away...
:icondauncydaisy:
Thanks for the twloha fav =)

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